Yatta! Yatta! Finally! Do you still remember when I Told you about Ryuuzaki? Well, yeah, I felt really guilty that he said we were losing contact when holiday. And I was full of doubt that he will still talk or recognize me. But my doubt disappeared when the last gathering of my generation. We were exchanging our present (again)! Waaahhh, I was soooo happy that I could talk with him and faced him, though I was really shy and embarassed.
Fuh, yeah, I was full of happiness, hahah, ofcourse..
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Friday, April 19, 2013
Love&Roll
Are you asking about the title? Yeah, I mean that I want to tell about LOVE.
Love isn't something that you can made by your own hand, but it's something that you can build with your HEART. Ulquiorra-sama ever told that:
"You humans are always talking about hearts. It’s as if you hold them in your hand. But my eyes see everything. Nothing can get past it and what it doesn’t see, doesn’t exist. That’s the way I’ve always fought. What is a heart? If I rip open your chest, will I see it? If I crack open your skull, will I find it in there?"
That's right, heart is not a thing that can be hold by hands. It's about feeling that we realize in our entire body. We, as a teenager, are now through the time when girls and boys are interacted each other, to find their lovers. I'm not saying that it's prohibited or else, but still, we have to know our limit. If we can control our lust it will be a good chance for us to get to know each other. But in other side, if you lose control, you can fall into a deep dark hole and can never climb up.
Well, as teenager, I also have my interest in boys, otherwise I'm not normal. I have one, I call him Ryuuzaki (don't ask why I named him like that). He's tall, cool, handsome, thin (but still normal), good in sports, but unfortunately not smart enough. But still I like him. I was always watching him when I was first grade. I thought that I couldn't be his friends because, you know, he's popular of course. And someday, he asked me to exchange present because he and I have the same birthday. I was so happy that I thought may be that was the chance for me to get closer with him.
After that incident, we were getting closer but still were too shy to chat in school. That shiness become too huge that we still can't talk even now. I know it was such a wastefull, but I'm not the kind of person that can chat freely with boys. Some boys said that I'm too hard to get close, but if you are already my close friend, then I won't deny you.
So, that's the point. Well, I don't what to do. I want to get closer to him, but I'm too shy to talk or just say hello to him.
But I'll try my best to keep our relationship better :)
-mizu-
Love isn't something that you can made by your own hand, but it's something that you can build with your HEART. Ulquiorra-sama ever told that:
"You humans are always talking about hearts. It’s as if you hold them in your hand. But my eyes see everything. Nothing can get past it and what it doesn’t see, doesn’t exist. That’s the way I’ve always fought. What is a heart? If I rip open your chest, will I see it? If I crack open your skull, will I find it in there?"
That's right, heart is not a thing that can be hold by hands. It's about feeling that we realize in our entire body. We, as a teenager, are now through the time when girls and boys are interacted each other, to find their lovers. I'm not saying that it's prohibited or else, but still, we have to know our limit. If we can control our lust it will be a good chance for us to get to know each other. But in other side, if you lose control, you can fall into a deep dark hole and can never climb up.
Well, as teenager, I also have my interest in boys, otherwise I'm not normal. I have one, I call him Ryuuzaki (don't ask why I named him like that). He's tall, cool, handsome, thin (but still normal), good in sports, but unfortunately not smart enough. But still I like him. I was always watching him when I was first grade. I thought that I couldn't be his friends because, you know, he's popular of course. And someday, he asked me to exchange present because he and I have the same birthday. I was so happy that I thought may be that was the chance for me to get closer with him.
After that incident, we were getting closer but still were too shy to chat in school. That shiness become too huge that we still can't talk even now. I know it was such a wastefull, but I'm not the kind of person that can chat freely with boys. Some boys said that I'm too hard to get close, but if you are already my close friend, then I won't deny you.
So, that's the point. Well, I don't what to do. I want to get closer to him, but I'm too shy to talk or just say hello to him.
But I'll try my best to keep our relationship better :)
-mizu-
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Ohayou Gozaimasu
Friends, do you still remember me? Well, may be you're asking, why do I make another Blog and using all english? There's a simple answer. Of course I want to improving my writing skill. I realize that at this rate, my writing skill is very unbelievable bad. In order to make it better even a little, I'll practice in this blog. I can write ANYTHING I like, and you can't just go against my will.
So, that's the reason of making the other blog. I know that I can't my current blog, cause I've made it just for manga and anime. I can't just go posting about this in my previous blog. That made me think to arrange another blog.
Well, I guess that is all that I can inform you, for now. I'll give you another story of my life, later, okay? :D
-mizu-
So, that's the reason of making the other blog. I know that I can't my current blog, cause I've made it just for manga and anime. I can't just go posting about this in my previous blog. That made me think to arrange another blog.
Well, I guess that is all that I can inform you, for now. I'll give you another story of my life, later, okay? :D
-mizu-
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